[ilingku:055]
[ver:v1.0]
[ar:]
[ti:]
[by:]
[00:00.219]红气球 - 生番（刘悦spam）
[00:02.394]词：刘悦spam
[00:03.394]曲：刘悦spam
[00:04.434]混音/录音：黄硕N-Bomb
[00:47.203]又从一场噩梦中醒来
[00:48.899]看到挂满床边的奖牌
[00:50.440]已经是这个月的第几次了
[00:52.448]为什么记不起来
[00:53.691]擦去身上刚出的冷汗
[00:55.278]现在的大脑一片空白
[00:56.761]看到未愈合的伤口
[00:58.297]和破洞的床铺依旧还在
[01:00.085]该死 明天的数学考试怎么办呢
[01:02.525]不想了 检查闹钟 已是两点
[01:04.477]那就 赶紧闭上眼吧
[01:06.399]什么东西被打碎了
[01:07.966]好像是桌上的碗
[01:09.538]伴随着爸妈的争吵声
[01:11.026]恐惧感 再次出现
[01:12.688]一月就挣两千
[01:13.882]杵窝子为什么回来的这么晚
[01:16.066]妈妈说的话让爸爸特别敏感
[01:19.074]臭婆娘相比婚前
[01:20.128]你现在就像是一个十足的混蛋
[01:22.592]爸爸说的话让妈妈有些难堪
[01:25.208]紧接着 更加刺耳的话接踵而至
[01:28.640]于是 爸爸打开门说
[01:30.209]这日子不过了便消失
[01:31.963]摊在沙发上的妈妈一直哭
[01:34.442]等一下
[01:35.034]她再次拿起皮带冲进我的屋
[01:37.564]好害怕
[01:38.650]Help me please
[01:40.053]Don't touch me please
[01:41.768]Don't threaten me
[01:43.296]Please let me go
[01:45.376]Help me please
[01:46.480]Don't touch me please
[01:47.841]Don't threaten me
[01:49.648]Please let me go
[01:51.655]Help me please
[01:52.638]Don't touch me please
[01:54.190]Don't threaten me
[01:55.966]Please let me go
[01:57.925]Help me please
[01:59.052]Don't touch me please
[02:00.821]Don't threaten me
[02:02.474]Please let me go
[02:16.467]时间过去半年爸妈离了婚
[02:18.756]妈妈发誓要做一个坚强独立的女人
[02:21.801]从未闻的期许对未来的愿景
[02:24.321]如倾盆压在我身
[02:25.986]她告诉我按照她的规划
[02:27.967]就能成为那种人
[02:29.359]可那种人 的样貌
[02:30.935]我根本 看不到
[02:32.447]只知道不听管教
[02:33.767]几顿爆揍少挨不了
[02:35.314]我害怕放假 害怕回家
[02:36.963]害怕眼前这个人
[02:38.530]即便是我妈
[02:39.434]被冲刷的思想早就被她绑架
[02:41.899]我尝试过求助 哭诉
[02:43.315]但这麻木的社会
[02:44.475]从未眷顾 只有愤怒
[02:46.188]控制才能让她赶到舒服
[02:48.267]她口中的棍棒底下出孝子
[02:50.780]打到死
[02:51.231]代表逆向的恶性循环 早已开始
[02:54.095]即便我去尝试 接纳
[02:55.695]她再也变不回原来的样子
[02:57.452]只有 更多的打骂
[02:58.813]自责后 更多道歉的方式
[03:01.013]当我再次拿起喷头冲洗
[03:02.773]今天开裂的肉皮
[03:04.173]所有暴行带来的痛苦
[03:05.637]定会出现在明天的梦里
[03:16.841]Help me please
[03:18.561]Don't touch me please
[03:20.369]Don't threaten me
[03:21.722]Please let me go
[03:23.929]Help me please
[03:24.977]Don't touch me please
[03:26.489]Don't threaten me
[03:28.145]Please let me go
[03:30.209]Help me please
[03:31.545]Don't touch me please
[03:32.921]Don't threaten me
[03:34.457]Please let me go
[03:36.521]Help me please
[03:37.609]Don't touch me please
[03:39.209]Don't threaten me
[03:40.857]Please let me go