The Search - NF
Lyrics by:Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
Composed by:Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
Hey Nate how's life
Nate 最近好吗
I don't know it's alright
不好说 还行吧
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
像大家一样 忙着自己的事情
And really didn't sleep much last night
昨天晚上没怎么睡觉
Last night
昨天晚上
I'm sorry that's fine
心疼你 没事的
I just think I need a little me time
我想我只是需要一点时间
I just think I need a little free time
我想我只是需要一点空闲时间
Little break from the shows and the bus rides yeah
停掉演出 休息一下 不再四处奔波
Bus rides
四处奔波
Last year I had a breakdown
去年有一段时间我很崩溃
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud
内心有一个响亮的声音告诉我说 我已经迷失了
Had to see a therapist then I found out
最后被迫去看了心理医生 这时我发现
Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
我内心世界有一些有趣的想法
Yeah started thinkin' maybe I should move out
我开始想也许我应该改变传统的观念
You know pack my cart take a new route
你知道的 收拾好一切 走一条全新的道路
Clean up my yard get the noose out
整理好自己的心情 摆脱所有的束缚
Hang up my heart let it air out
坚守自己的本心 让它自由驰骋
Air out
自由驰骋
I've been searchin'
我一直在探寻
What does that mean Nate I've been learning
这话什么意思 Nate 我一直在学习
Grabbin' my keepsakes leavin' my burdens
拿着那些旧物 放下心里的负担
Well I brought a few with me I'm not perfect
可我还是无法彻底放下 人无完人
Lookin' at the view like this concerns me
看着眼前的美景 分散自己的注意力
Pickin' up the cues right I'm quite nervous
要找到那些线索 对吗 我心里很紧张
Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry
我讨厌什么都看不见的时候 生活一片迷茫
And things might hurt me
有些事情可能会伤害到我
It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey
这也许是一段漫长的旅程 但是
But hey
但是
It's worth it though
这是值得的
Cold world out there kids grab your coats
外面很冷 孩子 穿好你的外套
Been a minute I know now I'm back to roam
呆了一会儿 我知道 现在我要继续流浪了
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
正在寻找破解密码的方法
Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode
很明显 我正处于一个得意的阶段
Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone
不必可怜我 我不会宽恕的
Talkin' down to me I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes
跟我说话 要是嘻嘻哈哈 我就打掉你的鼻子
I'm lookin' for the map to hope you seen it
我正在寻找获得希望的途径 你看见了吧
You seen it
你看见了吧
Been makin' a whole lot of changes
做出了很多改变
Wrote a song about that you should play it
还写了一首歌 你真应该听听
I get scared when I walk on these stages
每次走上舞台 我都很紧张
I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah
看到观众席里一张张陌生的面孔
That's when I start to get anxious
焦虑感慢慢将我笼罩
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
这时 我会有一些危险的想法出现
That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
这时我把自己伪装成另一个人 开始讨厌自己
Forget what I'm saying and
忘了自己说了些什么
Where'd the beat go
音乐播放到哪里
Oh ain't that somethin'
这样很严重了吧
Drums came in you ain't see that comin'
鼓声响起 你却没有听到
Hands on my head can't tell me nothin'
双手捂住耳朵 我什么都不想知道
Got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach
尝到了成名的滋味 恶心得想去洗胃
Throw it back up like I don't want it
果断拒绝 因为我压根不想要
Wipe my face clean off my vomit
把脸擦干净 清理身上的赃物
OCD tryna push my buttons
像是得了强迫症 一直在试探我的底线
I said don't touch it now y'all done it
我说了 不要乱来 但你们根本不听
I can be critical never typical
我的确有些挑剔 但不会太过分
Intricate with every syllable I'm a criminal
每一个音节错综复杂 我是个罪犯
Intimate but never political pretty visual
待人随和 从不参与政治 看似一片太平
Even if you hate it I'll make it feel like you're in it though
即使你有抵触情绪 我的音乐也会慢慢感染你
You call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable
你随便怎么叫我都可以 但就是不许叫我小透明
Leave you deep in thought I could never swim in the kiddie pool
让你陷入沉思 我不甘心和那些平庸之人为伍
Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic it's beautiful
我的思路像电影一样清奇 绝对出色
Man I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos
朋友 我不知道我拍的是电影还是MV
Videos videos videos
视频
Yeah the sales can rise
唱片销量持续上升
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
如果你的身体出现问题 一切成就都没有意义
See we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
瞧 我们总是庸人自扰
That we try to suffocate you know hopin' it dies
我们希望能彻底战胜它 希望问题永远消失
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
不给它任何生存的机会 可它却一直都在
Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
然后又突然出现 让你惊慌失措
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
它一直纠缠着你 让你出现各种幻想
You don't relate to that
这一切都和你没关系
Must not be as crazy as I am
千万不要像我一样疯狂
The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
我想说的是 思维是一股强大的力量
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
你为之付出的努力最终都会给你带来巨大的影响
It's pretty cool right yeah but it's not always safe
很神奇 是吧 不过事情不总是这样
Just hang with me this'll only take a moment okay
跟我一起来 不会耽误太久的
Just think about it for a second if you look at your face
仔细想一想 如果你每天一醒来看到自己的脸
Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
就认为自己永无出头之日
You'll never be great not because you're not but the hate
永无出头之日 不是因为你不够优秀
Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith
而是憎恶总有办法让你崩溃 摧毁你的信念
Woo
I am developin' take a look at the benefits
我在努力提升自我 看看名利带来的好处
Nothin' to meddle with I can never be delicate
谁也别想干涉我 我会一直坚强
Am I even relevant that depends how you measure it
这跟我有关吗 那要看你怎么想了
Take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence
好好琢磨 理清思绪 把证据给我
It's pretty evident dependable can never be tentative
很明显 可靠的人绝不会犹豫不决
I'm a gentleman depending on if I think you're genuine
只有我认为你足够真诚的时候 我才会对你客气
Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
对你足够优雅 我会直接告诉你抓住机会
Proper etiquette I keep it to myself when I celebrate ah
举止规范 高兴的时候 我会把事情都藏在心里
Ah
It's that time again
是时候了
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
最好拿着你的气球 叫上你的朋友
Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in
系好安全带 赶快系上
Look at me everybody I'm smilin' big
各位 快看我 我笑得多开心
On a road right now that I can't predict
走上了一条无法预知的道路
Tell me tone that down but I can't resist
你让我声音小一点 但我停不下来了
Y'all know that sound better raise your fist
你们都听过这首歌 赶紧举起手来
The search begins I'm back so enjoy the trip huh
《The Search》开始播放了 我回来了 享受这趟心灵之旅吧
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