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[00:00.000]How Could You Leave Us - NF
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[00:05.410]Written by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein
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[00:10.820]How could you leave so unexpected
[00:17.033]你怎能突然离去 让我们猝不及防
[00:17.033]We waited we waited
[00:22.920]我们一直等待着你
[00:22.920]For you but you just left us
[00:28.618]但是一切都是枉然
[00:28.618]We needed you I needed you
[00:34.680]我们需要你 我需要你
[00:34.680]Yo I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
[00:37.169]我不知道 沉迷于** 到底是怎样一种感觉
[00:37.169]But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills
[00:39.933]但是我知道 目睹亲人因它离去 我感到五雷轰顶
[00:39.933]Mama told me she loved me I'm thinkin' this isn't real
[00:42.873]妈妈告诉我 她很爱我 但是我却觉得这很荒谬
[00:42.873]I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell yeah
[00:46.886]当我闻到烟草的味道 我才会想起你的身影
[00:46.886]Welcome to the bottom of hell
[00:48.650]欢迎来到十八层地狱
[00:48.650]They say pain is a prison let me out of my cell
[00:51.492]人们说痛楚如囚 我只想逃离这苦牢
[00:51.492]You say you proud of me but you don't know me that well
[00:54.201]你说以我为荣 可你对我根本一无所知
[00:54.201]Sit in my room tears running down my face and I yell
[00:57.325]坐在房里 泣不成声的我无助地吼叫
[00:57.325]Into my pillowcases you say you coming to get us
[00:59.927]在上一秒还在枕边 说好你会来接我
[00:59.927]Then call' em a minute later just to tell us you not I'm humiliated
[01:03.581]下一秒你却反悔 留我在校门口无地自容
[01:03.581]I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
[01:06.176]我在房间里对着素不相识的父母感到无所适从
[01:06.176]Some lady in the corner watching us while she's taking notes
[01:09.179]那些社工看着蜷缩在墙角的我们 无动于衷
[01:09.179]I don't get it mom don't you want to watch your babies grow
[01:12.037]我真的不明白 妈妈你真的不想看着孩子慢慢长大吗
[01:12.037]I guess pills are more important all you have to say is no
[01:15.044]我想**比我重要得多 我只想你拒绝这些**
[01:15.044]But you won't do it will you
[01:16.507]可你根本不会这样做
[01:16.507]You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
[01:18.557]不弄死自己 你根本不会回头
[01:18.557]I know you're gone but I can still feel you
[01:24.749]明知你去世 却仍觉得你还没走
[01:24.749]Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
[01:30.541]你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[01:30.541]How could you leave us here
[01:34.859]为什么要离开我们
[01:34.859]How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
[01:42.998]你怎能就这样一走了之
[01:42.998]Hey
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[01:45.909]I got this picture in my room and it kills me
[01:48.533]看着墙上的家庭合照 让我心痛至死
[01:48.533]But I don't need a picture of my mom I need the real thing
[01:51.430]我并不想要照片里的母亲 我要真实的你
[01:51.430]Now a relationship is something we won't ever have
[01:54.167]如今我们之间的亲情已经荡然无存
[01:54.167]Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had
[01:57.123]为何我会觉得心中怅然若失
[01:57.123]You should have been there when I graduated
[01:59.263]你应该出现在我的毕业典礼上
[01:59.263]Told me you loved me and congratulations instead you left us at the window waiting
[02:03.699]告诉你爱我 然后为我欢庆 而不是让我在窗前苦苦地呼唤着你
[02:03.699]Where you at mom
[02:05.267]你在哪儿 妈妈
[02:05.267]We're too young to understand where you at huh
[02:08.018]是不是因为我们年少无知 才会找不到你的身影
[02:08.018]Yeah I know them *** have got you held captive
[02:10.945]是的 我知道那些**让你沉迷
[02:10.945]I can see it in your eyes they got your mind captured
[02:13.578]我能看到你眼中的欲望 将你的心智困住
[02:13.578]Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing
[02:16.591]有人说这是一种极乐 但我却笑不出来
[02:16.591]And what you don't realize and what you not graspin'
[02:19.557]或许你当时根本意识不到它会给你带来的伤害
[02:19.557]That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand it
[02:22.358]我不过是个孩子 我根本理解不了
[02:22.358]I ain't gon' say that I forgive you' cause it hasn't happened
[02:25.077]我永远不会原谅你 因为现实将我刺痛
[02:25.077]I thought that maybe I'd feel better as time passes
[02:28.199]我想 或许时间会抚平我的伤痛
[02:28.199]If you really cared for me then where you at then
[02:33.323]如果你真的关心我 那么你现在到底在哪里
[02:33.323]Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
[02:39.172]你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[02:39.172]How could you leave us here
[02:43.426]你怎能就这样一走了之
[02:43.426]How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
[02:51.562]你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[02:51.562]Hey
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[02:54.135]Our last conversation you and I sat in the living room
[02:57.160]我们最后一次谈话 我们在卧室里促膝长谈
[02:57.160]Talking 'bout my music and I brought you some to listen to
[03:00.229]谈起我的音乐 就给了几首小样让你听听
[03:00.229]You started cryin' telling me this isn't you
[03:02.678]你却哭了起来 告诉我这样下去不行
[03:02.678]A couple weeks later guess you were singing' a different tune
[03:05.799]要是再过一段时间 你肯定会改变你的想法
[03:05.799]You took them pills for the last time didn't you
[03:08.531]最后你还是沉迷于**
[03:08.531]They took you from us once I guess they came back to finish you
[03:11.280]它们曾把你从我身边夺走 如今你却一去不复返
[03:11.280]Cryin' my eyes out in the studio is difficult
[03:14.105]在录音棚里痛哭流涕 这让我感觉很丢人
[03:14.105]Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you
[03:16.925]只有通过音乐 我才能与你交谈
[03:16.925]It took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral
[03:19.929]我要极力控制住自己 这样我才不会在葬礼上失控
[03:19.929]Sittin' in my chair that person talking was pitiful
[03:22.359]坐在椅子上 就连倾诉也让我感到痛苦
[03:22.359]I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you
[03:25.434]多希望你在这里 可每当想起你
[03:25.434]All I feel is pain I hate the way I remember you
[03:28.358]我只觉得痛苦 我憎恨思念的痛楚
[03:28.358]They found you on the floor I could tell you felt hollow
[03:31.197]别人发现你倒在地上 我能感受到你的绝望无助
[03:31.197]Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
[03:34.091]为这** 你失去了生命
[03:34.091]You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles
[03:37.022]你赌上了性命 沉迷于**
[03:37.022]Don't know if you hear me or not but if you're still watching ma
[03:41.887]不知道你是否听见了我的声音 你能不能给我个回应
[03:41.887]Why would you leave us why would you leave us here
[03:47.982]你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[03:47.982]How could you leave us here
[03:52.028]你怎能就这样一走了之
[03:52.028]How could you leave us why would you leave us oh
[04:00.251]你为什么要离开我们 为什么要离开我们
[04:00.251]Hey
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[04:10.747]Sometimes I think about like
[04:14.278]有时候我也会那样想
[04:14.278]Sometimes I think about things like you know
[04:18.819]有时候我会想 我会不会像你一样
[04:18.819]When I'd have kids I'm like
[04:27.334]如果我有孩子 我会不会像你一样
[04:27.334]You won't be there you know
[04:29.165]你再也不会出现在我的身边
[04:29.165]You won't be there for any of that
[04:40.380]无论发生什么 你都不会出现了
[04:40.380]And I'll never get to see you again
[04:44.798]我再也见不到你了
[04:44.798]Sometimes I wish I would've just called you
[04:47.343]有时候 我想给你打个电话
[04:47.343]I wish I would have just picked up the phone
[04:50.173]我希望 你能接起我的电话
[04:50.173]Wish you were here
[04:52.662]我希望你还活着
[04:52.662]I mean you should of been there for us
[04:55.346]你本该在这里照顾好我们
[04:55.346]You should have been here
[04:58.750]你应该还活着的
[04:58.750]Them pills got you right
[05:03.139]**就让你那么爽吗
[05:03.139]Them pills got you right
[05:11.198]**就让你那么爽吗
[05:11.198]I wish you were here
[05:12.205]我希望你还活着
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