[00:00.00]Change - NF
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[00:05.56]Lyrics by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
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[00:11.12]Composed by：Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
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[00:16.68]Yeah look
[00:18.08]听着
[00:18.08]I don't do *** I'm addicted to the pain though
[00:20.67]我不** 但我沉溺于痛苦
[00:20.67]Yeah I been on it for a while dunno how to put it down
[00:23.26]我已经痛苦了很久 不知怎样才能摆脱
[00:23.26]Gotta have it it's a habit I'ma break though
[00:25.19]没办法 这是我必须戒掉的恶习
[00:25.19]I just wanna take a hit keep sayin' I'ma quit
[00:27.21]我只想浅尝辄止 总说要戒掉
[00:27.21]Keep sayin' I'ma leave but I stay though
[00:29.16]总说要离开 但我还是没有走
[00:29.16]I just want a little fix I don't wanna take a risk
[00:31.55]我只想小酌一口 我不想冒险
[00:31.55]I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
[00:33.66]我不喜欢离开安全范围
[00:33.66]But lately I been thinkin' I'ma have to
[00:35.29]但最近我觉得我必须走出安全区
[00:35.29]Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
[00:36.91]有些放不下的事情也该放下了
[00:36.91]World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
[00:38.84]就算我心情不好 地球还是照样转
[00:38.84]You don't know what love is
[00:39.89]你不知道什么是爱
[00:39.89]'Til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
[00:41.73]只有你抓住不能失去的东西 不肯放手 才会懂
[00:41.73]I swear I'm tryna get it together
[00:43.14]我发誓 我会振作起来
[00:43.14]Sleeves up puttin' work in tryna be better
[00:45.12]卷起袖子 拼命努力 变得更好
[00:45.12]I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever
[00:47.19]我喜欢说唱 但我不会一辈子都干这个
[00:47.19]Forget to charge up my focus and I'm holdin' my head up
[00:49.11]忘记了转移注意力 我要昂首挺胸向前看
[00:49.11]Moment I get up I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
[00:51.07]等我打起精神来 我只想知道我尽力了
[00:51.07]And if I'm not Lord forgive me you can handle regrets
[00:53.09]如果我没有尽力 上帝 原谅我 你可以面对这些遗憾的
[00:53.09]'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
[00:55.26]因为我感觉自己快要被洪水淹没了
[00:55.26]Most of my life I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
[00:57.44]我这一生大部分时候都感觉紧张不已
[00:57.44]Holdin' my chest to be honest so I'm tired of it
[00:59.31]捂住胸口说实话 我真的厌倦了这一切
[00:59.31]Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
[01:01.66]我希望能找到一点新的灵感
[01:01.66]I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
[01:03.73]我喜欢漫无目的地走 装作什么都不知道
[01:03.73]But I know what it is I just never wanna commit
[01:05.59]但我什么都知道 我只是不愿承认
[01:05.59]Runnin' from change
[01:09.59]逃避变化
[01:09.59]I'm lookin' for change
[01:13.66]我在寻求改变
[01:13.66]I'm searchin' for change
[01:17.77]我在寻求改变
[01:17.77]I'm lookin' for change
[01:21.64]我在寻求改变
[01:21.64]I just want I just want change
[01:23.52]我只想改变
[01:23.52]Yeah I don't like new things
[01:25.64]我不喜欢新事物
[01:25.64]Got a lot of mood swings
[01:27.61]心情跌宕起伏
[01:27.61]Oh you wanna tell me somethin' negative
[01:29.55]你想给我传播负能量
[01:29.55]I don't wanna hear what you think
[01:31.10]我不想知道你在想什么
[01:31.10]Yeah tossin' in my sleep
[01:33.56]我无法入眠
[01:33.56]Every night feel like two weeks
[01:35.23]每晚如此 持续两周
[01:35.23]Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
[01:37.45]想着我怎样才能把这件事或者那件事做得更好
[01:37.45]Can't help it that's just me
[01:38.77]没有办法 我就是这样
[01:38.77]Lies that's me avoidin' the change
[01:40.54]撒谎 我只是不想改变而已
[01:40.54]Yeah that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
[01:42.69]那可能就是问题迟迟无法解决的原因
[01:42.69]Yeah that's probably why I always sit around and complain
[01:44.48]那可能就是我总是满腹牢骚的原因
[01:44.48]Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
[01:46.45]催眠自己 说我永远不能摆脱这种状态
[01:46.45]Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
[01:48.69]如果你说我需要改变 那就给我走开
[01:48.69]That's the issue though I'm always insecurity-driven
[01:50.76]那就是问题 我总是没有安全感
[01:50.76]Takin' the wrong turns actin' like I know where I'm headed
[01:52.55]走错方向 却装作我知道自己要往哪儿走
[01:52.55]Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen I can snap any minute
[01:54.66]等着坏事发生 我随时可能爆发
[01:54.66]I need change
[01:55.91]我需要改变
[01:55.91]Yeah that's kinda easy to say right
[01:57.18]说起来挺简单的 对吧
[01:57.18]But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
[01:59.28]但当我厌恶生活时 改变就是一件难事
[01:59.28]And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
[02:01.16]我身边的每个人都认为我很优秀
[02:01.16]But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
[02:03.45]但我根本不觉得 我觉得我是个虚伪的骗子
[02:03.45]Change
[02:03.81]改变
[02:03.81]It somethin' that I know I should do
[02:05.27]我知道我应该改变
[02:05.27]I'm a little uncomfortable to tell you the truth
[02:07.29]跟你说实话 我会有点不安
[02:07.29]But to be honest with you lately I got nothin' to lose
[02:09.34]但是坦白说 我已经没有什么值得珍惜的东西了
[02:09.34]See I've always been full of pain but now I'm makin' some room
[02:11.49]你看 我的心中一直充满了痛苦 但是现在我要给自己一点空间
[02:11.49]Lookin' for change
[02:15.27]寻求改变
[02:15.27]I'm lookin' for change
[02:19.31]我在寻求改变
[02:19.31]I'm searchin' for change
[02:23.43]我在寻求改变
[02:23.43]I'm lookin' for change
[02:27.24]我在寻求改变
[02:27.24]I just want I just want
[02:28.69]我只想
[02:28.69]I need a moment of silence
[02:30.72]我需要安静片刻
[02:30.72]I don't like change but I'll try it
[02:32.63]我不喜欢改变 但我会试一试
[02:32.63]I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
[02:34.75]我不想听别人对我说 我该做什么 不该做什么
[02:34.75]Why are they always defiant
[02:36.72]为什么他们总是这样目中无人
[02:36.72]See all my emotions are liars
[02:38.91]你看 我的情绪在骗我
[02:38.91]All my emotions are violent
[02:40.97]我的情绪很可怕
[02:40.97]They don't want freedom to find me
[02:42.45]它们不想让我获得自由
[02:42.45]Mention a name and everybody riots
[02:44.34]一提到某个名字 大家就一片骚乱
[02:44.34]Change
[02:45.11]改变
[02:45.11]Yeah that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
[02:46.59]所以说 我总在检查自己的生命体征
[02:46.59]They keep on workin' but I know
[02:48.03]生命体征没问题 但我知道
[02:48.03]Breathin' don't mean you're alive so
[02:49.57]有呼吸 不代表你还活着
[02:49.57]I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
[02:52.10]于是我带上我的东西 小心翼翼地走出去
[02:52.10]Positive thoughts are my rivals
[02:53.16]正能量就像是我的敌人
[02:53.16]Change
[02:53.71]改变
[02:53.71]I'm tryna be on their side though
[02:55.07]但我还是想要积极一点
[02:55.07]Should I feel comfortable
[02:56.36]我应该感到安心吗
[02:56.36]I don't
[02:56.80]我不安心
[02:56.80]Last year I felt suicidal
[02:57.90]去年我总想自杀
[02:57.90]This year I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
[03:00.46]今年我可能会做点不一样的事情 比如多和上帝谈一谈
[03:00.46]I'm lookin' for change
[03:02.31]我在寻求改变
[03:02.31]I'm lookin' for
[03:03.68]我在寻求
[03:03.68]Yeah
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[03:04.41]I'm searchin' for change
[03:06.40]我在寻求改变
[03:06.40]I'm lookin' for
[03:08.29]我在寻求
[03:08.29]I just want I just want change
[03:10.59]我只想改变
[03:10.59]I'm lookin' for
[03:11.38]我在寻求
[03:11.38]Yeah
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[03:12.59]I'm searchin' for change
[03:14.69]我在寻求改变
[03:14.69]I'm lookin' for yeah
[03:16.16]我在寻求
[03:16.16]Ayy ayy
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[03:16.68]I just want I just want change
[03:18.78]我只想改变
[03:18.78]Yeah I'm lookin' for
[03:19.77]我在寻求
[03:19.77]Lookin' for
[03:20.80]寻求
[03:20.80]I'm searchin' for change
[03:22.84]我在寻求改变
[03:22.84]I'm lookin' for
[03:23.68]我在寻求
[03:23.68]Yeah
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[03:24.65]I just want I just want change
[03:26.98]我只想改变
[03:26.98]I'm lookin' for
[03:28.01]我在寻求
[03:28.01]Ayy
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[03:28.94]I'm searchin' for change
[03:30.50]我在寻求改变
[03:30.50]Ayy
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[03:31.05]I'm lookin' for yeah
[03:32.68]我在寻求
[03:32.68]I just want I just want change
[03:37.07]我只想改变