[03:44.00]I can’t even pick up my guitar these days
[03:44.00]Everything around me, it just falls apart
[03:44.00]Wish I could trust myself the way I trust everybody else
[03:44.00]Instead, you looked into my eyes and then you fucking lied
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to hate myself
[03:44.00]For what you did
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to blame myself
[03:44.00]For what you left me with
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I won’t even listen to the noise I make
[03:44.00]Everyone around me, they just move away
[03:44.00]Wish I could love myself the way I love everybody else
[03:44.00]Instead, you looked into my eyes and then you fucking lied
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to hate myself
[03:44.00]For what you did
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to blame myself
[03:44.00]For what you left me with
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I judge myself for laughing
[03:44.00]I judge myself for crying
[03:44.00]I judge myself for loving
[03:44.00]I just myself for lying
[03:44.00]I judge myself for breathing
[03:44.00]I judge myself for everything I do and everything I am
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to hate myself
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to hate myself
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Try not to hate myself
[03:44.00]For what you did
[03:44.00]I try
[03:44.00]Not to blame myself
[03:44.00]For what you left me with
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I, I try
[03:44.00]try not to hate myself
[03:44.00]for what you did
[03:44.00]
[03:44.00]I, I try
[03:44.00]try not to blame myself
[03:44.00]for what you left me with