[00:00.00]Be a Better Man (Explicit) - Apathy/Bishop Lamont/Blue Raspberry
[00:20.91]I've been sinning since
[00:21.65]I was seaman swimming fiending to be born
[00:23.35]Didn't respect women my wisdom wouldn't be formed
[00:25.84]Till my father dropped knowledge on me now I'm so torn
[00:28.40]Read the Bible during day then at night I watch ****
[00:30.88]I need to transform take the bull by the horn
[00:33.43]But it's hard when I'm hard and the p**sy look warm
[00:35.92]It's harder when I'm broke and that coke make money
[00:38.53]Even harder when I'm hungry and there's air in my tummy
[00:41.07]My outfit is bummy I try to avoid greed
[00:43.48]But this money in my pocket give me everything I need
[00:46.06]The **** and the clothes take a toll on my soul
[00:48.62]But the soles in my Nike Air bubble got a hole
[00:51.16]And my goal is the gold then the silver but I'm told
[00:53.63]That it's old and a platinum grill will keep your drink cold
[00:56.20]31 years old and I'm still being controlled
[00:58.74]By the devils on the television eating at my soul
[01:01.25]I'm ducking 5-0 get a **** to try blow
[01:03.90]Listening to Lil' Wayne on my stere-stereo
[01:06.16]A sinner I know but I figure I'll grow
[01:08.66]One day when I'm grey and my life goes slow
[01:11.28]I'm trying to be a better man
[01:13.87]Trying to do the best I can
[01:16.33]Trying to come up with a plan **** the money in my hand
[01:18.99]Gotta find a way to pull my soul up out the garbage can
[01:42.14]Depression is a ************
[01:43.94]I said depression is a ************
[01:46.54]Can't understand how don't understand why
[01:49.41]Wake up sometimes feeling like you wanna die
[01:52.07]Chest all heavy
[01:53.22]Mind all froze
[01:54.50]Bullet in your brain
[01:55.70]Suck some pills overdose
[01:56.91]Looking at the bottle do you really want to take 'em
[01:59.45]Think it over all night in the morning DJ AM
[02:02.19]Afraid to live
[02:03.49]Afraid to die
[02:04.50]Can't tell if God listening it's hard to yell that high
[02:07.01]So you hit him on Skype can't get no reply
[02:09.53]Yet the devil live next door always waving hi
[02:12.53]Is he punishing me
[02:13.92]Is he running from me
[02:15.11]Is God real are y'all just ******* with me
[02:17.23]My prayers don't get answered my life is in a slump
[02:19.70]I'm a walking portapotty whole world take a dump
[02:22.14]My friends ain't **** cause I ain't ****
[02:24.65]And the ***** that I'm with she really ain't ****
[02:27.17]And you are what you eat so she's really a ****
[02:29.65]You good for nothing ****
[02:30.99]But she keep me warm
[02:32.21]Make me feel like I'm alive when she lay in my arms
[02:34.67]Even though it's all a lie cause she don't want to go home
[02:37.31]This ain't love it's more of a convenience
[02:39.92]So we pretend we in love in real life we don't see it
[02:42.38]Pull a Sixth Sense and just cover our eyes
[02:44.69]Hope the ghost go away that keep haunting our lives
[02:47.24]But you know it don't stop it's never gon' cease
[02:49.95]Will you find peace of mind or just rest in peace
[02:52.25]I'm trying to be a better man
[02:54.90]Trying to do the best I can
[02:57.25]Trying to come up with a plan **** the money in my hand
[03:00.05]Gotta find a way to pull my soul up out the garbage can