[00:00.00]Look at My Life - Gracie Abrams
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[00:00.91]Lyrics by：Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner
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[00:01.82]Composed by：Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner
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[00:02.73]Produced by：Gracie Abrams/Aaron Dessner/Dan Nigro
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[00:03.95]How long have I got
[00:06.68]在光辉黯淡之前
[00:06.68]In the hot light till the shine rusts?
[00:09.52]还能在聚光灯下支撑多久
[00:09.52]I've been thinking through the hard stuff
[00:13.50]我脑海里萦绕着沉重的想法
[00:13.50]Over light drugs like every night
[00:15.88]每个夜晚 依赖镇静药物麻痹自己
[00:15.88]No you don't need to come over
[00:18.73]你不需要来到我身边
[00:18.73]'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired
[00:21.53]因为我会迎合观众 我已感到厌倦
[00:21.53]Slowly morphed into a poser
[00:25.71]慢慢变成了装腔作势的家伙
[00:25.71]Barely know her anymore
[00:28.06]几乎不认识从前的自己
[00:28.06]Do I look high-functioning or
[00:31.11]我是否看起来一副光鲜亮丽的样子
[00:31.11]Is my façade crumbling?
[00:33.72]或者我的伪装是否在慢慢崩塌
[00:33.72]Oh
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[00:34.12]God don't actually answer me Caroline
[00:40.07]天啊 Caroline 千万不要回应我
[00:40.07]But oh well look at my life
[00:42.80]但是注视着我的生活
[00:42.80]Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
[00:46.01]我敢打赌你根本看不出来 但其实此刻我陷入人生低谷
[00:46.01]A new spiral every night
[00:48.90]每晚都在持续恶化
[00:48.90]Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine
[00:52.25]痛哭流涕 但我却假装自己一切安好
[00:52.25]Yeah I might just shut up and drive
[00:54.98]我也许会乖乖闭嘴 驾车驰骋
[00:54.98]Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
[00:58.43]我希望我不会一时疏忽 造成不堪设想的后果
[00:58.43]My nightmare actualized
[01:01.02]我的噩梦变成现实
[01:01.02]Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
[01:04.50]虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安
[01:04.50]I just got to the party
[01:07.26]我刚刚抵达派对
[01:07.26]With the big shots and the Barbies
[01:10.10]周围皆是大人物和如芭比娃娃般精致的美人
[01:10.10]Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed
[01:15.24]空洞的话语 说个没完没了 直到我的耳朵都快听出老茧了
[01:15.24]He's holding a pill
[01:16.61]他手里拿着药片
[01:16.61]He thinks that I should take one
[01:19.53]他觉得我应该服用一片
[01:19.53]But I'll raise him to the whole bunch
[01:22.21]但我会让他把手里的药全部给我
[01:22.21]I'm kidding god he thinks I'm stupid
[01:26.32]我只是在开玩笑 天啊 他觉得我愚蠢至极
[01:26.32]What a gut punch but then we go
[01:28.92]多么沉重的打击啊 但我们转身离去
[01:28.92]Downtown there's no medicine
[01:31.38]穿梭于市中心 这里却找不到解药
[01:31.38]I'd spit out if it promises
[01:34.45]如果这能许下承诺 我会吐露心声
[01:34.45]Slowing down voices don't want to hear a sound
[01:40.91]那些声音慢慢平息下来 不想听见任何声音
[01:40.91]But oh well look at my life
[01:43.59]但是注视着我的生活
[01:43.59]Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
[01:46.79]我敢打赌你根本看不出来 但其实此刻我陷入人生低谷
[01:46.79]A new spiral every night
[01:49.65]每晚都在持续恶化
[01:49.65]Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine
[01:53.08]痛哭流涕 但我却假装自己一切安好
[01:53.08]Yeah I might just shut up and drive
[01:55.73]我也许会乖乖闭嘴 驾车驰骋
[01:55.73]Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
[01:59.19]我希望我不会一时疏忽 造成不堪设想的后果
[01:59.19]My nightmare actualized
[02:01.81]我的噩梦变成现实
[02:01.81]Got what I what I
[02:04.75]得偿所愿
[02:04.75]Maybe if I smile enough
[02:07.60]也许如果我的笑容足够灿烂
[02:07.60]I'll get away with giving up
[02:10.54]我将会悄然放弃 全身而退
[02:10.54]I'll move across the country just to judge myself like just as much
[02:16.70]即使我远走他乡 但也只会像我枯坐在这里一样
[02:16.70]As I do when I'm sitting here
[02:19.66]依然不断地评判审视我自己
[02:19.66]I miss my friends I disappeared
[02:22.68]我想念从我身边消失的朋友
[02:22.68]And haven't seen 'em in a year
[02:25.73]我已经有一年没见过他们了
[02:25.73]Oh God what am I doing here?
[02:29.58]天啊 我究竟在做什么
[02:29.58]But oh well look at my life
[02:32.15]但是注视着我的生活
[02:32.15]Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
[02:35.42]我敢打赌你根本看不出来 但其实此刻我陷入人生低谷
[02:35.42]A new spiral every night
[02:38.25]每晚都在持续恶化
[02:38.25]Bawling my eyes out no but I'm so fine
[02:41.66]痛哭流涕 但我却假装自己一切安好
[02:41.66]Yeah I might just shut up and drive
[02:44.45]我也许会乖乖闭嘴 驾车驰骋
[02:44.45]Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
[02:47.67]我希望我不会一时疏忽 造成不堪设想的后果
[02:47.67]My nightmare actualized
[02:50.43]我的噩梦变成现实
[02:50.43]Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
[02:56.38]虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安
[02:56.38]I got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
[03:02.54]虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安
[03:02.54]Got what I wanted it doesn't sit right
[03:07.05]虽然我已得偿所愿 但我内心却感到不安